Failure

The hardest thing to do in life, is find what makes life worth living. My biggest fear was that I wasn't special enough; that I would never find what I was meant to do. Of course I had family members telling me how amazing I was, and friends telling me they loved me, but all of that doesn't matter. Because I didn't feel that way. Recently I've started putting myself out there. I got a job, an internship, and I started this blog. The future doesn't seem so scary anymore. I have this weird sense of peace. I still have no idea what the future holds, but I'm not so worried about it, and it feels AMAZING. As i said in MY NEW START, my life has been about starting things without ending them. I used to be so scared of failing that I would quite before I could. There's nothing I regret more than quitting gymnastics, because I could've been good, but I hated the way I felt when I fell. I hated the feeling of failure. Now, I yearn for that feeling. Because when you've failed, It mean's you've tried. And from my experience, that feeling is way better than not knowing what would've happened at all. As J.K. Rowling (the best author ever) said, “It is impossible to live without failing at something, unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all - in which case, you fail by default.” As weird as it sounds, I'm proud of myself for giving myself the opportunity to fail. To me, the feeling of failure just means I've finally succeeded.

And of course while looking for this pic  I found a ton of gross photoshop fails :)))))

like wtf is this